It is 7am in the morning, yes folks, it is 7am here in Seoul and it is my last day here of my semester abroad. I am yet to finish packing but decided I would like to update my livejournal. I am an idiot, I know...
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i wanted to include that part...as it was a restored draft from before I left Korea.
It's almost a month since I've left Korea, and Korea seems like it was a dream and the memories seem so far away. As the weeks pass by, I'm slowly starting to forget how tall people are or what their voices sound like, and are now being replaced by the pictures and videos that I took while on the trip. It feels unreal to me that I was in Korea at all! I reread some entries today, and I had to think to myself "Was that really me? Did that really happen? Was that my life?". Right now it feels like I was reading another person's life, and that for four months, someone else has gone to Korea. But for a happier note, it was one of the happiest and most enjoyable times of my life, and a memory that will stay with me forever ^_^.
Hmm so what I could remember of my last days in Korea? I documented it ALL by pictures and the pictures pretty sums it all up ^_^. After the stresses of all the finals, they all finished by Wednesday, and hence the start of trying to cram every touristy thing possible in my last days. I made a dash to insa-dong with Caryn to buy last minute presents. We then headed back to school, in which we got off the wrong stop, but then got back on the bus, and were nearly tempted to go Ewha for shopping on the way back lol. Now, if I recall correctly, that was our last day of class, so it was bit of a bittersweet class. It would literally be the last time any of us would be in the same room together. Its just a weird feeling because for four straight months we had seen each other everyday at the same time. OK, so it actually just wang hu and i that showed up to every class, but thats besides the point. Our class inside jokes and the good times with H-ban were great, lol, but all things must end and we all have to grow up too ^_^. Thinking back, I don't have any of Josh's contact info T_T.
The next day I headed to yongsan to get gayle's nintendo DS as well as my mickey mouse MP3 player. Xiaozheng met me there, but didn't buy anything, I don't know why...But anyways...we walked around yongsan looking for a pizza place but couldn't find one at all! We then took a taxi to myeong-dong to meet with Michelle and Christine, but they had already eaten. So we ate pizza and then made our last round at myeong dong. I headed back home and strangely enough, when I boarded the bus, Yu Na, Anne, Seong Ah, and Brandon were on the 171. Then when we passed the World Cup Stadium, Stephen joined us. It was pretty cute and ironic lol. Then that night we went for a night of mayhem because it was Caryn's last night in Seoul! Mike (from my Philosophy class) met us in Hongdae, and since we were out, we waited for Caryn as well. Little did we know it would take her an hour, but it was okay, because according to Mike, "we were on a date". Lol. So once Caryn and Morgan came, we headed to where everyone was waiting for us. We first went to this trippy place with like hanging effigies or something like that? I remember just being creeped out because I had to take off my shoes...soooo not expecting that...but we quickly left that place because it was too expensive for us anyways lol. So we went to, of course, Ho Bar. We just orderd some drinks (like i said, we´re legal hihihi), and enjoying our last moments with each other ^_^ And Caryn went crazy with taking pictures of herself on my phone (hihi which are still on my phone btw...thanks Caryn lol). Hmm so recap: the group that came out with us was: Yu Na, Caryn, Mike, Stephen, Seong Ah, Morgan, Brandon, and Anne. I only remember this specifically because I looked back at the pictures ahaha! So anyways, we then split as half of us went to noraebang and the other half went to another bar. On our quest for noraebang, it started raining, and then we saw foreigners getting into a fight with a native. oh typical! Lol, but then we found a noraebang! and we sat in and sang a bunch of songs in korean and japanese and every other language but english. Oh and Christine met with us later came with us to NRB! We then went home after that because it was almost 3am. I went home with a sinking feeling because I didn't get to say goodbye to Mike properly, and it didn't dawn on me until we were in the taxi that I would probably get to see him ever again. T_T So this what they were talking when they said people didn't get to say goodbye! But as the hours went by, more and more goodbyes were being made, and it only got harder T_T
The next day Christine and I went to Namsan, Seoul Tower, and the Teddy Bear museum! It wasn't as coupley as I thought it would be, but we skipped the stupid locks part lol. Oh, so Namsan & Seoul Tower is notorious for couples to come and declare their love for each other. They come together and lock a lock to a fence in Namsan to mean that they will be locked together forever. Pretty ironic seeing as that a guy could be seen coming to Namsan twice in a week span locking locks with two different girls. oh you korean players... ANYWAYS...Christine and I headed to Sinchon where we met up with Brandon Anne Seong Ah and Stephen and we headed off to eat our "nicer" samkyeopsal, and eddie then joined us. After, we continued with out to-do list of things to do in korea before we left, and we had ice-cream fondue at Baskin Robbins. We then came back, and everyone slept in our apartment and we put our beds together for our sleepover. Christine, Michelle, and Brandon slept over.
I was up all night (literally!) packing, and had a near panic attack because I thought I wouldnt be able to fit it all in my luggage! But it was okay because Michelle and Christine were there to keep my company as I packed my luggage ^_^. I also left a huge mess behind (sorry Seong Ah!!) and ended up leaving my jacket behind too! (but thank you to seong ah for mailing it to me!) Xiaozheng ended up coming at 6am in the morning and slept at the apartment too. (sigh, and took my bed...so i slept on the floor my last night in Korea lol) I slept for about 3 hours, and then met with the group for lunch and the kimbab place. But I was just too nervous to eat! But i tried hard to soak up my last meal with my friends, and then headed back to the apartment to finish packing. Then when we got back, the ELEVATOR WAS BROKEN. did i mention i live on the ELEVENTH FLOOR?! So we climbed those stairs all the way back. I finalized my packing, and woke up XZ for us to go. Anne walked up those stairs just to say goodbye =(!!! Then thankfully, the elevator started working right before we started heading down all those stairs. We walked to the bus stop, (Anne Brandon Seong Ah and Brandon with no sweater lol) Oh how I dreaded for that bus to come! But as it pulled up to the curb, I turned around to say goodbye to my friends, and I started crying. Of course! Its built into my name, I have to cry! So after saying goodbye, which was really really hard T_T, I finally boarded the bus. Xiaozheng came with me, and it was about 45 minutes to the airport. We just talked the whole time, and I was half falling asleep because I was at the time running on 3 hours of sleep. We reached the airport, and my heart was racing. I was really leaving! As I walked up to the counter to check in, XZ came up with me, and the lady asked "One or two passengers?". Oh how i wish any one of my friends could travel with me home T_T!!!! Sigh, but it cannot be... so xz loaded my luggage onto the conveyor belt, and we headed for security. We saw Brian, Nate, and Peter right before the security. But it was still a bit early, so I went with XZ to go and get his ticket home. We said goodbye at his bus stop, which was also really hard because he was the last of my close friends that I was going to see in Korea. I started to cry again, but that is no longer a surprise to anyone lol.
I headed back to where Nate and Brian had so nicely baby sat my luggage lol. Andrew had come by this time and looked at me and said "You look so sad!". We went inside the pre-departure area, and I made last minute text messages to friends as well as my last chance of internet! I boarded the plane, sat down, and listened to my ipod to calm my nerves down. The song "Missing You" came on, and I just started crying all over again. Needless to say, it took me almost a week before I could listen to my ipod again. But when I arrived in San Francisco, I had never been so happy to see my Mom and sister again. It was so wonderful to be reunited with them again! We flew back to LA that same day, and to my surprise, my mom had planned a Surprise birthday party for me and my whole family was there, and so were my best friends since forever, Steph and Laura!!!
So, if you've made this far in the narrative, let me know, because you are an awesome friend for reading that much ^_^. Thank you! lol. But how has it been since I've been back? Its been a bag of mixed feelings. I love being back in beautiful sunny California where everyone speaks english (for the most part lol) and I'm back with family and friends that I've know forever. But I also miss the spontaneity of Korea and new things I would learn about the city and the culture. I miss the bus system, the ttargi restaurant, KLI, DMC lobby, the GS, friends, enemies, stories, the ajummas, the 25 minute trek to McDonalds, NRB, and so many other things of Korea. I'd like to go back someday, and I hope that its still a possibility in the near future. Of course, it won't be the same because the same people won't be there, but the country itself was amazing, and Seoul is definitely underrated.
I've kept in touch with most of my friends from study abroad trip in Korea. Its becoming less and less as most of us start to assimilate back in to our lives, but we all do our best to keep in touch by just saying hello on AIM/MSN or leaving posts on each other's walls on Facebook. Its also been kinda tough since now we're in all different timezones. But its kinda cool because I have four world clocks on my computer: Seoul/Tokyo, Beijing, Vienna, and Philadelphia. Its kinda neat to think that I know people in four different timezones, and at one point in our lives we were all in one timezone that wasn't our own.
Since I've been back, I also enrolled in a Korean Language class, where I actually tested into Intermediate 1! Im hoping to keep up with Korean language, hopefully master it as well ^_^
한구를너무보고싶어요! 다시가고싶어요! 사랑해!
But now I'm in the process of planning my next trip, El Salvador!